just kill me now

the taste of this stuff is making me insane. and i'm starting to get very hungry. in the beginning i was downing a drink every 10 minutes, but now i'm lucky if i get one down every 20 minutes. it's taking longer and longer to drink a glass. half the time i can just barely get it down. i've been drinking it since 1:30, and i'm still not done! oh why!!!!!!!!! it's so gross. even the smell is making me gag now.